looking at things from another perspective

有一天，蟑螂弟弟到街上去走走…碰到了好久不见的朋友。朋友一见到他，就高喊‘害虫！哈哈哈！’蟑螂听到了非常伤心，低着头拖着脚步回家去。蟑螂爸爸看到了就问他，‘你怎么了？’。蟑螂弟弟说，我到外面去，大家都叫我害虫！’. 正好当他说完时，蟑螂哥哥刚从街上回来，满脸带着笑容。蟑螂爸爸问到‘怎么那么开心啊？’蟑螂哥哥说，‘街上的人都很友善，看到我不停的向我打招呼，一直向我呼喊，嗨…….虫！’。有时我们在人生中要懂得怎么把事情往另一个方面去看。就像那酸溜溜的柠檬，加点茶它不是变成一杯人们都喜爱的柠檬茶吗？

thanks ws for sharing this with me. (: interesting yeah.

Priorities all wrong

Sometimes I really feel like giving up, I start to not know where I am heading to, I feel so lost. There are so many things to do but so little time. :( Whatever shit that i am in now. I don't know how to go on. I think it was wrong of me from the start to take on so many roles. I feel like i am going to collapse anytime from now. There is much much more confusions, but i don't know how to pen it down.

It's so sad when i feel like crying, but there's no tears rolling down.

Went to support ys today for his finals in volleyball A div. It's my first time watching him play an actual match, so cool la. I can totally feel the excitement during the whole match. Hahas. Although they lost to hci, but they played well. Good job man! (: I shall not say what happened after that. A little disappointment here and there . But oh wells, never mind. At this time when I am blogging, 我看开了. So I am not feeling so sad now.

Good la you! Go enjoy buffet and forget bout me kays! Tsk! Anyway, after the match i heard a girl saying "Yunsheng played very well today" Coolios man! You are popular eh. hahas. (:

loveyou

It has been ages since i last blogged and this blog is like dead already and i doubt anyone will visit. I don't know why but i have an urge to blog today. Maybe i am trying to find a place to channel my unhappiness. Sometimes there are things that I feel that i can't say or rather don't know how to say. People are weird sometimes or maybe it's part of a characteristic of human beings. There are times when only they need you, then they will come to you. Sad. The feeling of it is disappointing. Like trying to help this and that. Come on man, seriously do I take myself as a superhero. Haha. What a joke. Sometimes i can't even save myself, but it seems so easy to save others. Maybe it's like that you can use the same reason to help others and it works for them. But when you try to use the same method on yourself, it just fails. Oh wells. I think i need to spend more time people watching, then i will know what they are thinking. Maybe i need to spend more time with people and really get to know them. It's really scary when i thought we are quite good friends and only then disappointment comes when somethings happen. I can't control what you are thinking right. Sometimes i just feel as though i am a substitute in our friendship. Disappointing.

I have no idea when did all these thoughts come. I have no idea when did all these thoughts build up. Seriously. I. Don't. Know.

Was listening to How do you love someone by Ashley Tisdale on my way to school. I don't know why but i feel so sad when i hear that song. Oh man. The song is like kind of emotional. Like when i hear i can totally feel it. haha. Maybe it's cos of my sadness toady? LOL.

Toodles.

Went to mahaprajna this morning for graduation ceremony. This year i didn't go back for lessons cos i was pretty busy. but i really do miss those times there. I don't know, but when i go back there last week and this week, although i have not seen my friends there for about a year, but when i go back to that familiar place, i felt safe, calmness and peace and it just feels right there. Sometimes i really do enjoy the peacefulness and calmness in mahaprajna. after that went to orchard lido to meet mich, jo and mcking for group proj. did some work and went ion muji. hahs.

sometimes i feel as though i've lost myself, sometimes i want my old self back, but i can't find it. i don't like it. seriously. sometimes i don't even know how should i act. be normal, be natural how? oh well. think I'm thinking toooo much and i think I'm being sensitive. yeah maybe. hahs.

alright. after ranting i shall go do homework. i gotta rush my chlt now. Jiayou!

i miss you. how i wish you were here right now. i love you. <3.

Hectic Life

Recently life has been really hectic and busy. Life has been stressful, i am flooded with assignments and projects. I think time management is really important, i think i gotta work on this. My time management SUCKS. I feel so not organised, i feel like everything is so packed, so not well planned, my life, i got to plan it myself, get it organised. I seriously need an organised schedule and a plan of what am i gonna do. I can't function well now. Hahs. make me sound like i am some robot or something. Oh well~

Priorities, priorities. What's my priorities. In life, there are many things that we got to do, the most important thing is to know what's our priorities, if we don't get our priorities right, we wont be efficient in what we do. Well, I know it's really important to have priorities, but do you really know what you want in life, do you really know what are your priorities?

"Don't tell me your problems, tell me your solutions." quoted from ys which was from zw. hahs. quite true huh. We always complain and complain, rant and rant. Complaining about our problems and stuff, but we always didn't think about what should we do instead. What's the point of complaining when you are not thinking of any solutions to solve the problems. Action speaks louder than words. Seriously. BUT it's easier to be said than done. HAHS. contradicting? I think afterall, it's up to us to see what we want, how we want to solve it or just leave it there as if things will work out themselves.

SO, leowyihang what are you still waiting for. Wake up man. start to plan and organise your life, or else you are just gonna be good at nothing. Manage your own time, think of ways that you can get things done and overcome this. You need time for sjab, hi club, piano, projects, individual assignments, family time, own personal time etc etc. everyone have the same 24hrs, if others can do it why can't you? Come on man, buck up. JIAYOU!!

i shall leave it here today...

i am sorry i dont have much time for you nowadays. you are going camp soon, going china soon. i will miss you. i will find time to meet you alright. take care. iloveyou. <3

currently in school doing project. sigh. there's like so many projects? hahs. oh well. time flies man. sians. tats all. nothing much today. hahs. just bored. well well. till then~


takecareokays.getwellsoon.notfeelingwellshouldseeadoctor.loveyou<3